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2008/09/20

Random...

Yes, I know I shouldn't be here.
But I'm feeling really frustrated now.
Cause I only manage to finish revising one chapter of SS?
Shit.
It's damn long. And why must I learn it? I'm not planning to stay here forever anyway.
And I can't even say openly that I hate it because....yeah you know.
Anyway....no offence. So sorry. You can just ignore that.
I love history but I never like SS. Don't know exactly why.
People say they are alike, which I disagree.
OK, let's put an end to this. I think I have got the "3e1-too-much-pressure-disease".
LOL. Let's hope I will do better tomorrow...oops, today. ($%@*&#!!)

Fact: I hate blood.
And perhaps scared of it.
No, not that blood, if you are thinking about it right now. = =
It really shocked me.
Anyway I just hope he's okay.
As I do not know him well...I just leave it.
I know I won't be able to help him or cheer him up or anything.
But I really hope he'll be fine....please cheer up and think on the bright side ok....
I don't know why I'm feeling quite worried.
No it's not because of "that", if you are thinking the wrong way again. = =

Ok let's change topic....
Hmm. Since everyone seems to know about this already...
I can type it here, can't I?
I hope he doesn't mind.
We are truly and really friends now.
Plus, I am happy that we are.
In the past, I was trying to get those rumours out of my head.
But now they do not matter anymore.
Yeah, you can say I'm silly, I'm childish, I'm idiotic, I'm naive....
Whatever you want to say. And I know exactly that I am.
But this time, they will not affect me anymore.
As it is over.
I will go my own way.
I will find a way.
And I am mature enough to decide myself if it is right or wrong.
If it is wrong, I will do everything I can to make it right.
So, that's all I guess.
Perhaps these are what I want to say to myself?
Instead of other people.
Yeah, maybe...
So bye, and see ya. Will go to sleep soon.

If you ask me, I will say no, I never regret it.
Now I'm finally giving up.
I feel relieved, happy and sad at the same time.
I really hope we can be friends, until....yeah, as long as possible. I won't say "forever".
I will still be there, as a friend, to help you, to support you, if you decide to turn around.
It will not happen twice though. Just as the both of us wanted.
Continue to work hard for your dream! And I know you will find someone much better than me.
Finally, I just wish you can be happy.

So yeah, I will carry on, happily, with my life.
Bye! =D

another sweetest escape
11:51 PM

2008/09/07

Doing the quiz again! xD

As I had already done the quiz before, I will only do the first few questions then. =D

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Raymond/Ray/Rayray xD

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Best friend too! Lol ;D

3. Your five impression of him/her?
Friendly, highly active, creative, happy, and a great support too. xD

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Cheering me up when I feel sad, giving me support, and being there all the time. :)

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
No I will not dun be sad k cheer up i wiill always *confidential*.
*Ps: You know, I know. LOL! xD

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
That depends, haha! Yeah a bit weird though. xD But if that really happens, I think I will be lonely no more and happy all the time. ;D

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
Hmmm, talk more? (I know I also talk very little..sry > <) Say things a little bit clearer, lol! Cause I'm a very slow person, haha!

8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?
Very lonely and sad. Cause I will lose one of my best friends. > <

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
Hmmm... Me doing the wrong things? I dunno...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
To help him when he needs it just like he had helped me. :D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Smart, cute (lol!), friendly, hyper! xD

another sweetest escape
10:13 PM

2008/09/05

Some old pictures...

Tired and lazy to type lar. So just put some pictures here for fun. xD

Our perfect love. Guess whose hand is that? (of course one is mine xD)

Me, Su Xuan, Diana. Love them LOTS! =D

My darlings! ;D

Always be mine. xD

Smile! :)

Three sisters, and I'm the youngest. ;D

Jay Rox!! Bought on the day of his concert! xD

Joey and me ;D

Cake made by Lia on Teachers' Day!! Which was really nice! =D

Warning:

As the EOY is approaching, I won't be updating for a long period of time. Maybe until the end of exam? So don't blame me if I do not update. Thanks! xD It's time to get serious and start my revision! So yeah, wish me all the best! Ciao! =D

another sweetest escape
8:26 PM

2008/09/04

Quiz from Joey! xD

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Joey!! xD
2. Your relationship with him/her?
Best friend!! Haha =D
3. Your five impression of him/her?
Friendly, helpful, creative, pretty and definitely in love. ;)
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Cheering me up when I did badly for my exam? Lol.
5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
"I love yl"? lol!
6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
Not impossible!! xD
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
If I was a male... I wish she can give me more freedom. Lol. No offence. =D
8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?
Wow, so sad. > <
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
Yl loves me? (IMPOSSIBLE!) xD
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Give her a really nice present on her birthday. :D
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Pretty, friendly and faithful in love. ;D
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
A normal person? lol.
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Honest, responsible, caring, hardoworking, brave. (?)
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
Sometimes lack of confidence, resilience and courage. > <
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
My sister! xD
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you so much! I like you too! =D
17. Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.
1. Su Xuan
2. Diana
3. Lenis
4. Raymond
5. Joey
6. Zheng Ting
7. Cong Rong
8. Wen Xin
9.ET
10. Jia Zi
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
Zheng Ting? Broke up already...sad > <
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
ET, Female =D
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Cong Rong & Jia Zi? They are very good friends already. ;)
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Diana argh, she likes to study about F&N (meaning the cooking part but not the memorising part) and her XXX. *woots!*
22. When was the last time you had a chat?
What? I'm having a chat now on MSN! Lol. xD
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Wen Xin argh. Hmmm...High School Musical songs?
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
Yep, Su Xuan has a brother. =D
25. Will you woo no.3?
Lenis? I definitely will if I was a male, lol! xD
26. How abt no.7?
Cong Rong arh? Hmmm, she won't like someone younger than her ba?
27. Is no.4 Single?
Raymond? Yep!
28. What is the surname of no.5?
Joey Koh! (but she prefers Lim I think, lol!)
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
Jia Zi? She likes listening to rock and roll songs! Plus going out with friends~ :D
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
Joey and ET? Orh, they don't even know each other! Lol!
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Bedok View Secondary. xD
32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
Su Xuan? We are the best friends! Love her lots! =D
33. Where does no.9 live at?
ET? Taichung, Taiwan! xD
34. What colour does no. 4 like?
Raymond? Hmmm, I'm not sure... Maybe blue?
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
Su Xuan and Joey? Hmmm, I think they don't know each other well ba...
36. Does no.1 have any pets?
Su Xuan? Nope!
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Cong Rong? Of course! xD

another sweetest escape
11:04 PM